Friday, September 28, 2007
Going for the Keppel D&D liao lah... Kana threaten by Jayce and Lai Nee today... Threaten say will make sure 29th Dec got EBS for me to attend if I din go D&D. Haiz... Anyway, its free! So go lor... Just gonna buy dress ba.. Waste $. Haaz...
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Monday, September 24, 2007
Monday, September 10, 2007
Jayce sent e-mail this morning that he & Richard will pay for the Dec D&D $30/pax for all the North Zoners but still thinking to go anot leh. Don't feel like going. A bit anti-social hor? Hahaha... Dunno Jayce / Richard will kill me anot leh. Haa...
Haiz... So many decisions to make... Sianz...
Feel that I have drifted apart from Val they all le. Today Val treated me quite coldly wor. Dunno is it becos of those o/s Horti issues which she told me to follow up and I ended up telling her tat Lai Nee will follow up instead. Val and Lai Nee buay gam so Val expects me to take over Lai Nee for Nee Soon but if I take Nee Soon.... I'm afraid there will be conflict wor... I don wanna give up this friendship leh...
A new Senior Manager came today too... He is Mr Chan. Used to be stationed at dunno where lah... somewhere in Saudi Arabia. GM recommended him to join us de. Hope he's not another puppet manager...
Boring leh... Either go Nee Soon find Patrick, Leonard or Val to chat, or go CP find Allan and Jewell to gossip abt Xiu and Jayce. Just wanna get away from Khatib and Xiu...
Find her rather dependent on me, annoying, irritating and likes to whine a lot... Very pek chek with her sometimes. Monster, Black spider and CSM dislike her also. Can understand y lor... Cos I more and more dislike her too. Find her behaviour too 'attract attention' liao. Not that I'm feeling jealous or wat. Problem is she attracts the wrong pple's attention lor. And I have to clear the mess for her. Its very tiring. Imagine I'm engaged with another batch of contractors when she can call and ask questions which can be solved easily or when she call and cry for the scoldings she've got and the mess and 'fire' she created! I feel like i'm a firefighter who solves complains for her. Been complaining to Kate abt her during lunch at Gombak. But what to do? My Zone Engineer's fav wor... Haa... REN!
Lots of problem in the family... financially... Its been ongoing for years le. I very tired liao. Seems to be the sole breadwinner in the family sometimes. Feel like giving up. Totally squeezed dry before pay day. Haiz...
Called Lau just now on my future job scope. I told him my stand. I don mind doing Horti and TE together but I just don want to be in Khatib. I hate this place. I will go mad one day at Khatib. He told me a new guy will come in to take over Lai Nee's work on 24th Sept so i don have to cover anything. But will it be the case? That I don have to cover anything? I don believe. My mgmt kana sai de... Lau also said another new guy will come into Khatib to take over my TE duties. But problem lor... If my only duty is Horti then I will be very free lor cos Horti contractor only got one then how that contractor gonna split him/herself to meet lai nee and I? I don wanna be free. I wanna be busy... Think I lao lu ming... Hahahaa...
* Look forward for a better tomorrow *